Don't Close Your Eyes

and had my last day ever in Nanyang. (ignoring the fact that i still have hcl o levels)

'once a Nanyang girl, forever a Nanyang girl.' -

i paused quite a while thinking how to continue. and i concluded this feeling cant be expressed in words. LOL

alright, i do actually have the bit of have-not-graduated feeling lingering somewhere. but this was a great year. with the class. stronger bonds forged, more happy moments.

and i guess i don't regret coming to nanyang at all. though lots of ppl seem to whine about how much they hate nanyang, but looking past the workload and sias etc, at the bigger picture, we are pretty much blessed arn't we? pretty school, great teachers, great ppl, great cca.

oh and good principal. yeah it's pink! tribute to ms yap. i dont think she really fitted well, look at the way mrsteo acted during the school ceremony to bid farewell to msyap -.- damn AA can.
but yeah, three years of hard work cannot be left unrecognised. lol and i seriously appreciate her efforts to learn chi ><

oh and ytd there were a few touching moments. i thought i would only experience those during band passing down, but hmm i did yesterday. lol mr tan's math quote totally owned. and at night during the grad ceremony, it was seriously the loudest we had ever sang for the school song. Lol then everyone kept giggling throughout cuz we couldnt believe how loud it was.

enuff said. i graduated.
bye ny.
The grass is browner on the other side.

Labels: 403, graduation, school

Money makes the world go round.

I spent 32 bucks within the course of 2 days. okay i shouldn't use 'bucks' cuz it devalues the actual thing. 32 dollars. This money spent is not even required for my continual survival in this world, meaning its not on food lodging etc. cuz some ppl didn't want to own up for not returning some bloody green book that chi teacher made us borrow from the library. and some of us kept it at home close to more than a year and we have to help pay. and of course, money spent to not disappoint people. haiz. seriously, they shouldnt have been spent in this way, like hello? it's my parents hard earned money.
thus this calls for an upcoming budget plan luh. damn it have to skip meals now. urhh. some people will never understand.

okay enough said. money is heinous anyway.

got back all my papers. was confident for quite a few and i'm glad it kinda went the way i wanted. but could be better duh. it's sometimes quite irritating that when we are sure that we can do well for some papers then in the end we actually don't. and the other way round when we are unsure of some. but luckily, didn't happen :) lol but Chem was screwed up as expected but not as badly as i have imagined. but still bad. seriously contemplating not to take chem next time if i'm allowed not to.

so the pseudo freedom of post eoys have ended cuz we still have chi. intensive chi lessons though not very intensive since linlaoshi is in china. haha she's coming back next week which means promises of yingyongwen zuowen every single day. you know how our class is like. lol chi msg 1.15 own 401 again by alot.

okay, had our graduation rehearsal ytd. graduation in 6 days o.o woah.
hmm mixed feelings about it. lol at the start of the year, wanted badly to leave ny. when i'm coming near to the end, i'm quite apprehensive about it. like leaving somewhere homely and where everything is so familar and comfortable to us. but yeah heh getting bored of doing 4 years of the same thing.

gcp briefing ytd too. lol our talent performance damn screwed. it's next tues. -.- dont think we will come out with anything by then. and meiqi and valentia in the same section as me! haha sounds weird.

and i happily borrowed eclipse from sam thinking i havent read it yet. lol but i did already -.-
oh and bridge!! :D several gambling dens mushroomed in school after eoys. lol go us then train taidi.

oh watching you're beautiful now! i think hongki is cute but i like the second guy better although from what i've watched so far, he havent got alot of lines.

okay my nose is going bonkers yet again ><

Labels: gcp, money, school

life's slow.

wanted to blog during eoys. but after it was over, didn't feel like blogging at all. yeah expected the anti-climax in the midst of the euphoria.

haha life's slow now.

wed
after math paper which was okay. actually all the papers were pretty fine except for chem. and the after~~math~~chem of it was a slight depression.

so we had gcp briefing after math and it took super long. and we were damn hungry. oh yeah and there was the sec4 briefing on the jc scholarship before that. and msyap is leaving. hahah she was so animated that day. 'OH you have 5 days holidays!!" and frolic around and wave her hands. then omg sam and i laughed like shit and james tan stared at us. HAHA but obviously he was trying to supress his own laughter.

so after gcp briefing, me sam noon shuren joan went to cine for lunch. and walked to ion and sam bought flats from rubi. and we walked joan to mrt and she left to yi si yi si to her sick bro. so the rest of us went to watch meatballs. which was a let down. -.- it was rather boring. shuren fell asleep. and it was supposed to be funny i guess, but heh i didnt even laugh at all -.- the plot was typical and rather predictable so yeah. dont waste your money lol.

then thurs and fri was home cuz of cramps -.- urhhh. spoil my shopping plans.
watched animes and fb and use com like there is no tmr. i felt damn fei like i have no future and wasting my life away. was watching shugo chara! and i can't decide whether it's childish or not. hahah. i like the blue chara! it's so cute. and seriously Tadase is too short -.-

sat!
Lee minho with meiqi. but hahah we shopped and talked more. cuz we arnt really fans of him. had lunch at ion and we walked to orchard central and soon realised that we have to start walking to plaza sing. and HAH there was a crazy crowd. they had to fence off the escalator.
then.. stood there
and

the event was cancelled.. -.-
we were wondering whether it was just some prank thingo and leeminho wasnt really coming. and it was some kind of free advert for etude house.
lol and some crazy fans rushed to get some freebies thingo.
oh and amanda chan and her friends were worse off. hahah they went to raffles hotel and waited for 4 hours and didn't get to see him. HAHA and became anti-fans. and suyi was complaining to us that she travelled all over singapore for nothing.

so we wanted to get to somewhere less crowded. and continued looking for gifts. suyi came when we were at yamaha.
omg damn epic. cuz i was renewing my membership. then the guy looked at me and mq and said "are you both above 13?" then we totally :O do we look that young!!! that small.

oh we were worrying about looking too small like when we are in jc or something. and yes, we are measuring hc uni next tues. >< feels surreal and idk isnt that abit too early or something.

okay getting papers back on tues to thurs. lol they can just go burn my chem paper. haha.
and omg yi nan wang ended. lol the zhao xun damn sad.

oh and thxm was quite boring. and seriously wangjinglun looks so small, like a kid. poor him.

alright. toodles!

Labels: going out, school

Studying is like gambling.

right. what a tiring week. 3 papers.

The reason for that title is evidently cuz of IH and LA.
"if conflict doesn't come out, i'll just.. kill myself."

thankfully it did. hahha we asked mdm seet to let us check the ih paper then everyone flipped to the last page and started cheering and a while later some other classes cheered too. cuz conflict/poverty/pandemics came out :D so obviously everyone staked their lives on one of those topics since we kinda calculated all the risks that we are taking. seriously if conflict doesnt come out i'll fail -.- cuz i studied that in depth and although the pandemic essay i wrote was good, i just couldnt rmb anymore. and yeah globalisation came out for sbq as predicted again. and yes the issue about foreign talent. but wasnt very easy i guess.

hmm and for LA. i had eh better not write out of point and manage to linklinklink to the question. and we realised that if we failed LA then dont need to promote haha. sheesh. i think srq was quite hard la. as in like i felt rather morally impaired not agreeing.

hmm and yeah chinese.

anyway, after IH, it felt as though it was post eoys cuz we had ih lesson afterwhich and we finished watching kungfu panda. OGGWAY! second time watching but it was still quite nice. and we spent la watching the behind the scenes and the making of kungfu panda.
and it totally felt like eoys were over, although prematurely.

i kept thinking of what i wantto do after eoys! someone go with me for yec! why do everyone stay so far away D: gahh.

anyway, i really like this MV.

haha clarinet.

and super junior's japan premier.
oh and i've been putting super girl on repeat. nice.

Labels: school, vids

太阳公公起床了，公鸡喔喔把我们叫。

haven't been blogging ><
anyway many things since i last posted.

urhhh. like passing down etc
anyway, i shall talk about yesterday!

TEACHERS" DAY CONCERT.
omg emcees rocked! they totally thought on their feet and damn funny. 403 had our performance. and it went surprising well :) good comments and response from audience :DDD alot of ppl singing the zao an lao shi thing after perf, then sorrysorry was like hahah uproar. chengyao :D it was quite funny like when we dropped hints or tried to link the songs to some teachers' day thing then the audience like realised then start laughing. then it was Paradise. damn cartoon actions! ended with ting lao shi de hua. amanda said my smile damn plastered throughout >< arhh. typical fake ballet smile ><

then it was batch outing. didn't go back cckps and its like the last year. anyway batch outing! took neos at cine! then had cocoa thing at gloria jeans. 3 bucks :D sat there then some kill-the-mosquitoes-smoke swept past -.-
went to orchard central afterwards. never been there before but its a cool place! okay, i dont think i know how to walk there. opp emerald hill! anyway we walked around in the vertical mall then keep taking lifts and escalator up and down. found empty shops and took photos. did the antm thing! damn cool. like one person disappears and gets eliminated in each photo. photos on fb.

SAKAE BUFFET. sat there for 2-3 hours lol. then took spastic photos.
i could still feel all the sushi in my stomach this morning.
shopped around went home. slept early cuz i was tired.

today!
seoul gardens! ms chong treated :) Thank you! after ms chong left, caught THE PROPOSAL with comm. omg damn hilarious. watch it!! the movie start then laugh until the end. then like all the sad parts suddenly become funny -.- and yes, PG for a reason. got little kids there!

oh man time just passed without me knowing -.- it's 8 plus.
3more days to hols! ~~ and yeah countdown to eoys begins sadly.

Labels: nycb, school

Ahh i'm watching Limelight DVD now.
omg, i totally beamed when we started Joe hisaishi. then when it was at the emo part, it made me recollect the times we had. those are the memories i will never forget. japan and everything.
wouldn't it be nice if we had a concert this year?

passing down Friday :( yeah, i blinked one eye and it came.

fall back a little to leap further.

i shall blog after all the senseless mugging and not having touch com for a such a long period (for me, i know yuzhen can don't touch for one month ><)! so dinoqueen don't have to cough too much.

anyway, today was an interesting day!
chem prac and we did the rates of reaction thing. lol stirred for 5 mins -.- for the last one for the colour to change. and i think working in a chem lab is fun. ahah. then you refill distilled water everyday.,

then it was PE and we had soccer. i like. yup LOL i was voted mvp by hmm jy and marie and chooni >.< HAHAH the goal was super last minute. and Noon just had to do some butt thing that sent all of us laughing for super long.

physics practical. and we heated some iron washing till like redhot. and noon broke the thermometer. lol the mercury came out and i wanted to touch cuz its so cute/shiny/bally. but it's poisonous. hahah i was telling noon amanda broke the thermometer and she showed a D: face, then next minute she broke hers. -.-

anyway our class damn zai. topped the whole cohort for chi even 401. whole class get A or something. like most got A1. walao damn pro. lol my paper 2 was quite o.o cuz i totally stubborn then didn't want to choose the options which i thought were the correct answer. damn -.-
and for math. epgy eh average damn high again hahah. i'm satisfied this time :)

anyway, nat celebrations were quite interesting this year. and everyone was like damn high. then our class actually won mascot lol. then we sang all the songs. i like nat day songs! hmm afterwhich we celebrated pau's birthday. and went cine and caught UP! it was awesome. like touching cute funny. oh we watched in 3d and pop up effect was really interesting. everyone looked quite retarded in the cinema cuz of the glasses. anyway watch it if you haven't. so the whole world was in cine like we saw alot of ny ppl and seniors, fluboes section. we took neos and walked to ion which was high class. and confusing. haah we took quite a few photos, like pose with all the statues and on the super long escalator. vania upload!

anyway sat morning was comm <33 meeting at starbucks beside coro! hahah comm meetings are always so fun :D and so was today's one which was damn funny. cuz like we weren't aware that we were talking so loudly that the ppl could hear. lol then we tried to retrace what we said. then opps. anyway back to starbucks, we finalised interviews questions. and we kept laughing over all the jokes.
comm outing on sunday! :D

interviews yesterday were interesting lol xD
PASSING DOWN next fri :( so fast, i still faintly rmb entering as a sec one. after not having done much, i'm leaving. it's scary to think that we already had our last main band session unknowingly since fri sectionals cuz of interviews and tues exchange with strings. ahh :/
okay, i feel very old.

/i wanted to upload the scanned neos on cats blog, but see how screwed blogger is. and so is lj and fb.

SEVEN. too expensive for an experience.

Labels: band, piano, school